Saturday, May 23, 2015

My Love Will Never Fade, My Doubt is Gone, Is Yours?

        When I love, I love fiercely, but I also love *preemptively* knowing the pain that has been hidden beneath carefully laid layers of veneer and denial. It is in the hopes that the love will salve that pain and open that wounded heart back open to receive the Rapture I am dying to lavish with. I never love falsely, and I am not a fan of pretending with "grand gestures". It has taken me over a millennia to know what I want. Tall, short, white, black, male, female, it didn't matter. What mattered was finding you again in this lifetime INSTEAD of the Next. What's the point of knowing you exist, knowing you are just that far away from me if I can't *have* you. We could be living in a cardboard box underneath a bridge, or in a tree in the rainforest, or atop a mountain in the freezing cold- as long as you were there beside me, Heaven could wait. Because with you, Heaven is all I see. I See You Luke Evans​.